The day we make up again. And I asked you, do you still love me and you replied "Not like before". At that time I feel nothing.

By two hours later, you dedicate me a song. And the first line of the song that I heard is, "ku melepaskanmu". Once again I feel nothing. I feel lost. Lost in my own world.

Then you asked me, did you know the meaning behind this song? And I answered, Yes, what you try to tell me is you let me go. And you was frustrated. And you told me to hear the whole song and I refused because I didn't want to hear it anymore.

After that you told me that you will never leave me. And I remembered sol once dedicate me the same song! I asked sol what is the meaning behind the song. And sol told me that, the song is for the one who can't let go his/her partner at all and promised all his/her heart to keep his/her partner the for his/her last. So basically I misunderstood your intention and I know you want to make the situation more sweet and lively by dedicate me a song and I make the whole thing worst. Hahahaha I am so embarrassed.

And you also admit your wrong doings and so do I. And I know this is the part of challenge that we must face it together before marriage life. I hope we will keep strong until the last of our breath.

I will love you forever. In sha Allah.

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