I cried too much because I hurt too much.
I hurt too much because I care too much.
I care too much because I love too much.
And it is too much for me to experience all these things.

I called you for many times but you never answered.
I asked you, why you didn't answer my phone call. Are you that ashamed to have me as your girlfriend?
And your answered, Yes.
I hurt. The main reason I called you, just want to share my sadness and I never thought that you could be one of that. I cried so much as I couldn't even breath in properly and my heart beats as high as 130. I hurt again.

I am not a girlfriend that worth keep. I am not like the other girlfriend that you proudly have. I am the worst girlfriend as I overthinking too much and got annoyed easily. Thank you for accept me all this while until you got tired enough with me.

But the worst part is, I couldn't tell you how much I love you. Maybe I love too much that hurt me so much.

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